Blabbering stop
ah long time never update cus idk why lazy.ok so start from this month haha.this month nothing special only suppose to watch movie with tammy and her frens.first is watch blood pledge but only orchard have so we were planning to go alr but den dun noe what happen become next week den next week come den her fren say too far dun wan go den i was damn wtf!!i feel like an idiot you noe!!alot of times cancelled alr ya noe!!!!very sad.haiz what to do forgive and forget of cus its impossible to forget.den a few weeks later.she ask me go watch what pck movie with one of her fren at first can den my mom suddenly go crazy call me in watch movie with her instead.so we plan to watch next week.but guess what happen!!in the end she say she went to watch the movie with her fren alr...its like wtf!!you make me wait for so long den in the end again it happen.and all you say is "paiseh" or "sorry".its like stabbing a person slowly and when the person dies you say paiseh hor.sometimes i think i am just being treated like some idiot.i may act like 1 its because it makes me forget abt the terrible place i am in ...haiz pillow soaked again... So putting sad things aside yesterday i went to watch boxing with my fren and her fren which i think is my fren hahaha.well it was rather fun though i dint really talk much during the match.after the match my fren went home so i went shopping with my frens fren haha.they were very fun to hang out with.i bought this a quite big bear for my fren.i buy cus i thought she would like it hahaha.when 1 finally dun feel so awkward we have to go home alr well too bad.maybe can talk in school which is unlikely to happen XD well end of compo and a little emoing hahahaha! xD
