The Bright Side

Blabbering stop

i am bored so i blog on my phone hahaha.lately i realize that the strongest emotion i have is the feeling of envy....i envy those who have really good friends...every day i look around and i see every 1 with their good frens.there is no need for lots of friends all you need is just 1 or 2 good 1s will do....on usually on my birthday it will be a normal day parents reluctant to buy present.lol and their presents are the only 1 i got.usually i dont really mind but this year after seeing all the people around me and stuff i now question myself which part of my life did it went wrong.i remember when it was my sisters birthday she went out with her frens and got showered with presents...den i will start to get really envious...den my recently its my grandfathers birthday the whole clan went to celebrate the thing is our birthday happen the be on the same week and they celebrated his birthday in advance...but no1 even knows my birthday was on november.the celebration went on and in my heart i was really crying...am i really that hated am i really that unwanted why this happen to me?for this i hated the 1 that controls all i hate him and when i die i will go to him and ask what did i do to deserve all this solitude.